Life sucks,so what?Rangers Lead The Way!

In less than fourteen hours Millennia Institute would face Greenridge Secondary in a 15s friendly. My team; consisting of established players like Saha, Anders, Sadiq and rising gems in the likes of James, Ramdan, Adam and Nash will face a bunch of 15 year olds(since the secondary fours would have left) who would be doing their O levels or N levels or whatever they are doing next year. My fifteen year old cousin is playing digimon. God, I sure don't hope MI would lose to a C division team(well that's what they are). Sadiq was scared about having to fight(literally) these kids. The other captains; yours truly, Saha and Manan are just worried about losing to kids three years younger than us.

I mean, we do have a sense of decency not to let shit hit our faces. We are not worried about having less technique or skill; we have lots of those. We are worried that these buggers would beat us fair and square. Personally,I'm worried about their scrumhalf burning me. Ah Chuan has put the fear of God in me by ridiculing and bastarding me in front of the team. Seeing that my face still have not grown the required thickness for a standard scrumhalf, I was busy trying to keep my blushing face from the team. I don't mind having to fight them on the field especially if their team is full of freaking mats or bullshiting them or whatever scrumhalves love to do. I'm just worried about losing to these jokers.

Just imagine, having won the friendly, Greenridge players taking out their pokemon cards and trading decks. The horror.

Whatever happens, I will not take sides for anyone. It's too stupid to gain the trust of one friend and betray another. If I had to, I will take my own side and screw them all. It's not a matter of who's right and who is wrong. It's the choices to make, the consequences we will face and the shit flying towards us. And I will show my ass to the world, take the freaking ball and run.

I'm nuts about this song. For good reason too, rugby camp is tomorrow! Hah. But unlike my brother Hardi I don't crave to be touched by a guy.;>

When I wake up in the morning, love
And the sunlight hurts my eyes
And something without warning, love
Bears heavy on my mind
Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day ...
lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...
... lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...
When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way
Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day ...
lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...
... lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...
When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way
Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day ...
lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...
... lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...

Not say I say what(what the heck am I really saying?), but I'm glad that we are training for 15s rugby now. 7s rugby is very challenging and you need the strength and speed to do both the forwards and backs job. 10s rugby isn't as physically demanding but it is confusing as hell me, having to run fullback,get to the wings or go in as scrumhalf. And since I'm undoubtably the lightest guy in all of A division, I get to jump as well! And I got to tell you it's a scary thought; your lifter dropping you unto the onrushing forward pack. In 15s, I doubt I would be jumping as much as when in 10s since Ah Chuan would be using at least a 5 man lineup. And I don't have to run back as fullabck as there is a fullback with two wingers to support him. And 8 man scrums! No more dreading that the ball would pop out suddenly. Haiz, miss 15s rugby..Watched the test match between England and Samoa on SCV. Two things I need to do now;
1. Run like that winger Voyce(you never know when a scrumhalf needs to run).
2. Get freaking SCV at my new house.

Had a testimonial match for the seniors just now. There wasn't enough people to make a fifteen aside so we had sevens. I would like to thank the guys from the present squad who turn up for the match, especially the year ones. There were plenty of surprises during the match. James and Adam were fantastic as backs. From the way they were playing just now, you wouldn't realise that they had started playing rugby only a year ago. I believe it would be a lot harder for us if the seniors had kept training and their fitness were up to par. Personally I think that our fitness got the better of them but our physical strength are no match for them. I mean c'mon; me, Enos and Faizal against a real forward pack of Vicky, Afiq and Jonny? Most probably Vicky's leg is twice as heavy as me. Get what I mean? Overall I think the match boosted the confidence of the junior players into being more creative with their play. Hopefully the seniors are happy with the fight we put up to them.

Yikes,I discover I can google myself!Ah crap. Anyway,played in the M1 tens yesterday. I think I gotten worse as a scrumhalf. A few guys should be applauded for their actions on the field; Nash, Adam and not forgeting Hardi who did well to hook the ball back(although his throwing could be better).I lost count of the number of scratches I had on my body while I was bathing. Now I know what's it like to have a million papercuts. She came to the stadium to support me even though we were not on good terms. Too bad she didn't get to see me play;I would have like her to see me fly :>.

I just realise how much I crave for Harry Potter books. Yes, I'm becoming a freaking geek again! The movie was not so bad,although the first and third tasks could be improved on in the movie. Plus, no Dobby! Damn, can't wait for the last book, I would pee my pants if I get hold of that book.

Everything finished. No other strings attached in school. PW din't end in the way I would have like,but what the heck. Got my report book yesterday. My mum wasn't happy. Neither do I. Wished I had been retained, makes it easier to accept fate,weird as it seems. New priorities now. Maths with Mr Saw, training(even more), the gremlins, work. Only a few things left for me to do. I don't even know if I got time for to do that all.