Life sucks,so what?Rangers Lead The Way!

Can't sleep now.The waiting for today's match is killing me..hehe..

Well,there goes most of my superbly wasted holidays..Well,there is a lot on my mind nowadays..namely my dad's operation.

Yesterday,my dad underwent a hip replacement operation.I didn't sleep the night before,instead reading Tom Clancy's The teeth of the tiger.Well,that's the way I prefered to put away my worries,either reading a Tom Clancy or go off running.But then my knee still hurts like hell,so i went off finishing the book just before 5am.Went off to SGH with my family later and checked in.Just a few hours before his operation,I was hugely worried,just that I had empty bravado stuck on my face.When he went in into the operation room my mom started crying,my sister got a tear or two in her eyes and my brother was looking way glum.I was seriously felt just like crying.You know that conscience attacks that goes"What if something wrong happens?What if your dad had some kind of complication?"?I was damned scared.And so I took a nap.And got woken up.Alhamdulilah,nothing did went wrong other than the corny sup tulang jokes my dad makes.Superbly relieved.

Went to soccer this morning,quite a lot of guys came down i.e. Efin,Farid,Fred,Apek,Apit,Redhuwan,Adil,his friend Helmi,Isa and his brother Mat Nor,Yussuf,Nas and Luqman(!)..whoah,long time never see the Luq the man.Hehe,he was cocking up as usual...haiz,to put it in Efin's words,"Lama tak nampak kau man,rindu sak kau.."hmm,his Nike Air Force sneakers are so damn fine..very nice..Anyway,we train up on our possession skills,set-piece plays and Attack on Defense plays..have to say that Adil,Efin,Farid and myself play allright as the backline,but I got to remember to stick to the unmarked player and let Efin take the ball carrier.After that,went Farid's house,ate some and played Winning Eleven.

Well enough of soccer now.As for rugby,I feel that I'm beginning to get alienated among the rugby team.Only a few hours ago I learned of the M1 tens and the past trainings I've missed.No one told me,well Sadiq tried to.But then,I'm not the only one who logs onto the net and my handphone has an uncanny ability to finish the stored up value.Well what the heck,if they want me to get out of rugby as well,so be it.According to Maslow's pyramid of needs,I haven't got to the part where I want to play rugby now.

Well,that was raya..It was ok,but somehow that childhood magic is gone.Now it's begining to feel like an adult's one.One with a lot of contemplation and asking for forgiveness,especially over what I have done.Hah,now I didn't expect this to happen hen I'm seventeen,maybe around thirty instead.But what the heck,yesterday don't come around very often and sometimes I need a day to think about my life and ask myself what really has happened within the last year.Sometimes I need to seek redemption for myself now.

Well the day is here,can't say that the seconds of Ramadhan wasn't ticking fast...To all those muslimins and muslimats,Selamat merayakan Aidilfitri...may we all be a better person after this month.To all the rest,happy holidays and Merry Christmas.Well,everyone celebrates Christmas right?I know I celebrate the coming of the Toys R Us Catalogs and stuff..Haiz,to be a kid and run around a toy store,completely naive and ignorant of the real world..No wonder that the Home Alone movie series is my favourite Christmas movies..Hmm,watching Ali now,he's having the bout with George Foreman.You know,I just watch the show to see the final knockout punch.Now that is a real knock out..

Anyway,if you know what this verbal knockout means,tell me..haha,I might just give you a treat...drop the answer in the tagboard..

>>>Your oratorical sonorities are too pleonastic to be expeditiously assimilated.

Better bring your thesaurus along...although that might not be of much help..

In less than 22 hours,Ramadhan would be over and a new month would have come.God,I didn't know that time would pass quickly.Hmm,to turn back the days that have come and gone.Sorry,actually I have nothing to write and I'm just blabbering.Besides,tis the season for forgiving right?Anyway,caught this quote on the web.

Michael Moore : If you were to talk directly to the kids at Columbine or the people in that community, what would you say to them if they were here right now?

Marilyn Manson : I wouldn't say a single word to them, I would listen to what they have to say and that's what no one did.


Bowling for Columbine.

Now you won't expect a guy like Marilyn Manson to say a thing like that.Guess even the most gruesome of souls have a endearing touch.

Ok,enough of the overly optimistic behaviour Zaki...well I just bought a GelAccel,don't know how it can end up in Singapore because it's only supposed to be sold in Japan..anyway can't wait to break it in during training..

Here I am writing my blog on Lingesh's computer.This is cool...Happy Deepavali to everyone,especially LIngesh!

honey,
it's been a long time coming,
and i can't stop now
such a long time running,
and i can't stop now
do you hear my heart beating?
can you hear that sound?
'cause i can't help thinking
that i don't look down

and then i looked up at the sun
and i could see
oh, the way that gravity turns for you and me
and then i looked up at the sky
and saw the sun
and the way that gravity turns on everyone
on everyone

baby,
it's been a long time waiting,
such a long, long time
and i can't stop smiling,
oh i can't stop now
do you hear my heart beating?
do you hear that sound?
'cause i can't stop crying
and i won't look down

and then i looked up at the sun
and i could see
oh, the way that gravity turns on you and me
and then i looked up at the sun
and saw the sky
and the way that gravity pulls on you and i
on you and i

Did nothing much..went to school for the SC/FL thing,got to know when my interview is being held and all the stuff about next year's orientation..I got to be the co-ordinating/planning guy again..haha..seeing the current leadership style I have now,its going to be like next June before anything gets done...hah.Talked to Mr Andrew and he said I would be better off being a faculty leader than in the student council..less teachers would come on my back and all.Well I don't know about that,seeing that I might not be in Millennia anymore.

Yesterday was,to sum it up fully,a heck of a rainy day.Went to hospital earlier,nothing much happen.My day started in the afternoon,the highlight being the soccer match at St Wilfred Sports Complex.For those of you who do not know the about St Wilfred,it is an artificial pitch made of that rubber thing you would find in playgrounds and stuff.Well then it was raining so I could see it was going to be an interesting match.

A lot of people came down..Hmm..lets see the line up-
Keeper-Farid Spongebob
Leftback-Isa
Centrebacks-Adil,Efin
Rightback-yours truly
Leftwing-Fadzli
Left midfield-Redhuwan
Centre midfield-Khai
Right midfield-Zul
Rightwing-Apek
Forward-Apit
Subst-Faan,razALI(Redhuwan's brother),Annur,Nas.

Our opponents were a the combined team of MJC and TPJC..Farid said that most of them are the first teamers of their respective junior colleges.But I thought that they look like ITE people,no disrespect to ITE people,but you know how ITE people look like.Then when we played,whoah,you can just see the difference in their attitutes;they weren't swearing or anything like that,very well mannered to me..And they were whoah,passing the ball like whoah..haha..there's this guy who I think wanted to break the record for nutmegging me..I felt like stopping and crying out "OLE!" everytime he did that.

Anyway,I thought we played alright in the first half if you discredit the poor passes and clearances,the atrocious ball handling and the frequency of me getting OLE!They got a goal,two "ungoals" that got disallowed and a bunch of shots that got cleared off the line.Hehe can't help but boast now.My Arse,yes,that juicy bubbling fatfat at the rear,was involved in the first clearance.One of the guys headed in a corner,bounced off the top post,hit my butt and went out..haha..my butt saved the day..

The second half was better played I think.The subs came on and we hold up the ball longer.Even though we lost 3-2 in the end,it was a good result seeing that we were improvising the team.A few of the players like myself were getting used to playing in new positions and I hope that we could gel together enough in time for start of our league.Yeah and we got a glimpse of our home jersey..its a royal blue with white stripes,something like everton..Gremlins Park F.C.

Hmm guys and gals,sorry for not updating my blog nowadays...seems a virus has struck my computer and now I'm relying on the other computer,which is far slower and can do pretty much nothing...gonna be updating soon...