Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Waiting here.
Someone once said;
If you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you, then both of you are meant to be together. If they don't come back, hunt them down with a benelli shotgun. And make sure it's automated.
Well I don't intend to follow that advice. I know now I can't have you. It was a mistake I made. Make that several huge mistakes. But now I have to do something to fill my life with now that there is a huge abyss where you to be.I'm really sorry I treated you badly, and you had to find someone else to find comfort in.I never meant to hurt you or Dian.All those threats were lies to get your attention on me. It's not that I had intended to treat you badly, but that by itself is a bad excuse. Personally, I blame myself for letting this happen to us. Go with him now, he's the one that you love. But know this. I would,deep inside, always be willing to take you back.
You went to him to seek comfort. I hope he would treat you better than I did. You said that you don't feel the same thing when you're with him than when you're with me. That feeling will come,sooner or later. Please give him a chance to love you.I can't have you for myself now. You have to let him love you as I used to. Who knows, he might love you even more than all the love I showed to you.
If you want me to remove the picture of us,I will. But I rather keep it there to remind myself of the love I used to had and will never have again.SHMILY.
If you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you, then both of you are meant to be together. If they don't come back, hunt them down with a benelli shotgun. And make sure it's automated.
Well I don't intend to follow that advice. I know now I can't have you. It was a mistake I made. Make that several huge mistakes. But now I have to do something to fill my life with now that there is a huge abyss where you to be.I'm really sorry I treated you badly, and you had to find someone else to find comfort in.I never meant to hurt you or Dian.All those threats were lies to get your attention on me. It's not that I had intended to treat you badly, but that by itself is a bad excuse. Personally, I blame myself for letting this happen to us. Go with him now, he's the one that you love. But know this. I would,deep inside, always be willing to take you back.
You went to him to seek comfort. I hope he would treat you better than I did. You said that you don't feel the same thing when you're with him than when you're with me. That feeling will come,sooner or later. Please give him a chance to love you.I can't have you for myself now. You have to let him love you as I used to. Who knows, he might love you even more than all the love I showed to you.
If you want me to remove the picture of us,I will. But I rather keep it there to remind myself of the love I used to had and will never have again.SHMILY.
