Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Torn.
If you think that it is easy to let you go, it's not. I'm not the one being the hypocrite in case you're wondering.Do you even realise how much your manipulative words hurt? It is true; words cut deeper into a man's soul than a razor-edge sword.You don't even act sorry for what you have done.For what it is, you are a disappointment to me, to your parents and most of all, Syafiqa. I don't even know how is it that I still love you, but I do. Except that it is now vengeful love, if such a thing can exist.If what you say is true about guys in general, won't he also want to get a chance to screw with you. After all, that's what you say are; a used rag doll.If I have treated you like one last time, I'm truly sorry.The only way that you will leave me would be over my dead body.The way I see it, we haven't separated and that guy of yours is a fucking intruder in our relationship.The only way you will see your lover would be literally over my, and Syafiqa's dead body.See it anyway you want.But I doubt you would care about us.Indeed, you might even want to sleep with him.Do so at the risk of alienating everyone you know.For you are the one in the wrong,and yet you think you're being self-righteous.Go ahead and be independant,your family would rather have me in their house anyway. And as for you Jacq, you seriously have to sort your priorities straight and stop fucking into other people's affairs.For you are just in the same position as my girlfriend;that of a fucking bitch.
